I know theology and all and I will do this disclaimer that this is pure emotion,
but lately it feels like God and I are like two friends who see each other in the hallway and smile at each other and really mean it. But it just different now and finding how the relationship is fit hasn’t come as naturally as I thought it would.
I feel God helping and provide for me 100% he gotten me this far, and I can’t forget that. I just feel like I don’t connect like I use too. And some of the passions and thing I wanted do has changed or just faded.
I haven’t figured out many of my next steps yet or how this chapter of life will conclude. But I hope before it does there’s a bit more resolution.